Thursday, 1 April 2010

My First Shore Leave

I sailed into Cartegena, Colombia, on the Fortunato early one morning with a cargo of fuel and diesel oil. It was my first time in South America having crossed the Atlantic after a few voyages from England to the Arabian Gulf. As a cadet, my time was apportioned by the Captain but as I was the only cadet on board, he gave me as much leisure as was possible. He also allowed me to mix with some of the sailors as long as I stayed within the boundaries of what he considered normal living.

The sailors invited me to join them on a trip ashore that evening after I had finished my discharge watch. As I showered and dressed I was excited at the prospect of drinking with some of the sailors. Back in England I was considered by law too young to enter bars.

The sailors ordered a number of taxis to take us into town. One of them who had been here before knew of a bar and recommended this. When we arrived, to me it was like a hacienda. Through an arch in a fence covered in bourganvilla was a garden surrounded by chalets. Flowers bloomed in beds and the lawn was carefully groomed. Opposite the entrance was the bar. It was like how I imagined a colonial building would be, wooden with a corrugated iron roof. Along the front was a covered veranda with round tables and cane chairs.

Joe, one of the sailors who always appeared to be in the lead, paid off the taxi and did not ask me for a contribution. He found a large round table and we all sat around. A waitress wearing a skimpy top, no bra and short skirt appeared. Everybody ordered drinks and somebody paid.

Looking around curiously, I noticed that most of the tables were occupied by groups of men drinking and talking. There was loud music playing and inside the bar was a dance floor. Several couples were dancing very close. At the other tables sitting with the men were obviously local girls all dressed like the waitress.

It was not long before more girls appeared and after some banter with the sailors, sat down at the table. I have no idea how it was sorted whether by the men or the girls but soon each man had a girl sitting next to him. Joe ordered another round of drinks.

Dennis one of the other sailors lent over and pushed some money into my hand. “ Buy a round of drinks,” he whispered. “ Don’t say anything about who gave you the money. I know how little you earn. This is on me.”

Next time the waitress appeared, I went to order a round. One of the other sailors pushed my hand away, told me to sit down and ordered a round. I tried to give the money back to Dennis but he told me to put it in my pocket until the opportunity came up again. This happened a few times during the evening with different sailors and by the end of the evening, I had accumulated a tidy sum of money.

The girl who had sat next to me was young, about my age I suppose. She was dark skinned, black hair with a round face and thick lips. Her body could be described as chunky though from the feel of her leg against mine, not fat. When she reached over me to get to her drink, her top fell away from her body revealing that she did not wear a bra. Her breasts glimpsed under her top were like two pointed cones. She sat holding my hand, singing softly to the music and stroking my thigh. Unlike some of the other girls who were all over their men, she made no attempt to get me to kiss her or fondle her body.

Bob the cook, a good looking man, went off with the best looking girl in the brothel. She had an almost perfect figure, round face with large dark eyes and well proportioned lips. Her hips swung provocatively as she walked. They disappeared into one of the chalets.

Fifteen minutes later the girl rushed out of the chalet without any clothes covering her body.

She was screaming causing her breasts to bob up and down. “ I can’t take it! It is too big! It will break me in two!”

Bob followed looking bemused also without any clothes. His member stood proudly to attention. I gasped as I realised it was as large as my fore arm. The sailors sitting on our table all cheered. Some of the girls went to comfort their friend. One of the older women took Bob by the hand and led him back into the chalet. Her eyes were large and round. We did not see Bob until it was time to go back to the ship.

One after the other after some bargaining, the other sailors drifted away to the chalets. Angela, as my girl was called, took my hand and pulled me to my feet. She indicated that we should follow. I walked beside her to one of the chalets and she opened the door with a key. Inside was dark until she t switched on a bedside light. The room was sparsely furnished. A double bed dominated the space with a garish cover thrown across. A chest of drawers with a mirror above. Opposite the window a cupboard. A stand in one corner with an old fashioned, to me. wash basin and jug of warm water. I noticed that above the bed was a picture of the virgin Mary.

Angela held out her hand and I paid the going price. She pushed the money into a bag hanging in the cup board. Only then did she kiss me. She undressed me slowly, pushing my hand away every time I attempted to help.

Smiling she said. “ Slowly, slowly. More pleasure.”

Once I was naked, she pushed me onto the bed. Standing above me at the foot of the bed, she undressed slowly. Once naked, she knelt on the bed at my side and kissed every bit of my flesh. Every time I reached for her, she pushed my hand away. It went on like this for a what to me seemed an age. Finally, she lay on top of me and made love. It was the most satisfying encounter I had ever experienced. After that she let me explore her body and we made love until Joe knocked on the door to say it was time to go back to the ship.

So ended my first encounter with a seaman’s trip ashore after being locked in a ship for weeks.



Monday, 29 March 2010

Brotherly LoveI


This is an experiement in that I have posted this new novel on

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Brotherly Love

A Novel

by

Edmund J Gubbins

This is a story about fear, of somebody out of his depth in a world made strange to him by events he cannot fully comprehend. It is a novel about Ken Flood being pulled by family loyalties along paths of experience which would be best left unexplored.

Ken Flood lives a quiet life with his wife, Doreen, and two daughters in Plymouth, working as a lecturer in the University. He minds his own business and is relatively happy with life. Until, that is, his brother Norman arrives unexpectedly one day asking for help.

Norman works for the government or so Ken assumes. He only visits a few times a year usually to sail the yatch they jointly own. Ken’s daughters, Pauline and Tracy are devoted to their uncle.

Norman puts forward a proposition to Ken which will help him avoid those pursuing him. What his brother asks appears to Ken to verge on an attempt pull him into the murky waters on the edges of crime. Ken has to decide quickly whether to help his brother out of brotherly love or let his brother face his unknown pursuers alone.

Reluctantly Ken agrees to help and soon finds himself outside the law, being chased by people he does not know, trying to deliver a mysterious package, given to him by his brother, to a man he has never met in London.

Ken's decision to help his brother sends him into hiding, pursued by people he does not know, unable to call anybody a friend, holding onto information his brother told him was important but which Ken had no idea of the contents. In a dramatic climax after fear filled weeks of running and hiding from enemies he could not identify, Ken comes to know the truth about his brother and how Ken has been fooled.

Along the way there are chance encounters with people who through friendship are willing to help.

Tessa who he has helped gain her yatch masters certificate, spirits him away from his pursuers to the Channel Islands.

Mary Hubbert who was his research assistant in Plymouth before moving to London, helps him hide in London.

Though scared to death, Ken somehow finds hidden depths behind his placid exterior and keeps going, when to give up would be the easier option. He finds his way to Cunningham, the government security official who his brother has told him to contact. He is confused when he finds that Cunngham has him locked away in a safe house.

He then gets in touch with Commander Sturgess supposedly Norman’s enemy, who has him taken to a secret location over a nude dancing club. Mary is tortured to attempt to get Ken to tell all.

Sturgess convinces Ken that Cunningham is a traitor and that he, Ken, must help nail him. Ken gets picked up by Cunnigham’s men and leads Sturgess to Cunningham’s hide out. There, believing he has been sacrificed, Ken in desperation almost kills Cunningham. Sturgess arrives just in time.

All seems over. Ken however talks his family into going sailing. On picking up the yatcht in Charlestown, Ken’s family find Norman hiding on board despite the boat being watched. Norman wants them to sail out into the Channel to meet a ship on which he is to escape. As Norman climbs aboard the ship, a helicopter arrives and Norman is shot from the ladder.

Ken and his family are airlifted to Plymouth after his yacht is siezed. Sturgess is waiting for him with a Mr. Prescott, Norman’s recent boss. Ken is accused of aiding a traitor to escape. In the middle of the argument to the smiles of Sturgess. Norman walks in and accuses Prescott of setting up an escape route for enemies of the country.

Ken vows never to help Sturgess again.

The novel explores the conflicts which arise when an ordinary person is forced to choose between family loyalty and obligation to the wider public. Would you question what is being asked of you by a family member who you had always thought was honest or just help in any way you could? What happens if the activity you are being asked to undertake looks very dodgy, if not criminal? The problem is Ken's brother, who Ken now believes after some time on the run, appears to be on the other side. Are there sides in the game Ken is forced to play? Which side is good and which evil? Who are the baddies in black hats? It is soon obvious to Ken that there are no sides in this game and friend and foe are not easily distinguished. The novel follows Ken's quest to answer these questions to its ultimate conclusion.




Wednesday, 3 March 2010

A question of Safety

A question of Safety


The structure of the Arrow creaked and groaned as the ship rose and then plunged through heavy waves in the North Sea. At regular intervals vibrations travelled along the length of the ship as the bow climbed up a rushing wall of water, left the water and plunged with a load bang into the next wave. Over laying the protesting steel and the vibrating panels, was the scream of the wind in the rigging. All prudent sailors would have put into shelter long ago but the company had a reputation for getting to the destination even in the worst weather.

Braced against the uneven movements of the ship, I sat at my desk in my cabin on an armchair firmly fixed to the floor. Spread out before me were the cargo papers and the crews overtime sheets, all held down with paper weights. My gin and tonic was in a glass holder attached to the desk top, designed specifically to stop any drinks moving across the desk during a storm.

With half my mind I was listening, trying to put the sounds of the ship in storm to the background so that I could recognise any out of place noises. To many people confronted with the noises and movement of the ship in a gale for the first time, the idea of the creaks, groans, vibrations and bangings being ignored is very strange. How can anybody put these things to the back of their mind. To me the sounds of a shop in a storm are familiar and to be lived with during a voyage. Like the conductor of an orchestra, the seaman notices the out of key sounds. While I listened there were no out of the ordinary sounds. Satisfied, I continued with my paper work.

Suddenly, the ship took a larger heel. spray smashed against the portholes of my cabin and the ship shuddered violently before rolling back upright the steel protesting loudly. It felt like a wrestler throwing a great weight from his shoulders. There was a loud bang. the screaming of severed steel and the whole ship’s hull vibrated./ The ship rolled again and there was another bang as it came upright.

Without thinking, I was racing out of the cabin door when the phone rang. I turned back and lifted the receiver.

“ What!” I growled.

“ This is the Third mate from the bridge.” The voice sounded scared and worried. “ The captain is on his way. One of the containers we stowed on the hatch cover on the after deck has come loose. The Captain asked me to tell you to get down on deck and asses what has happened. Can you report to him on the bridge regarding what will be needed?”

“ Tell the captain I am on my way. “ I threw down the phone and rushed out of the accommodation.

The bosun was standing by the rail just outside of the door to the accommodation He was staring wide eyed along the after deck. Even in his heavy weather gear he was wet through. When I joined him all he could do was point. The container we had stowed on top of number three hatch had broken some of its lashings. As we watched, the box was caught by another enormous sea as the ship rolled to port and the deck edge submerged. Water boiled over the deck, smashing against the hatch combing, sending a cloud of stinging spray against the aft accommodation block. The remaining lashings twanged with the strain. Half the container was over the side of the ship and was threatening to smash into the aft accommodation if it came completely adrift. as it was the wave lifted the end , pushing it on board and as the ship returned to the upright shedding water over the side in a waterfall, it landed with a loud crash bending the rail and threatening to stove in the hatch cover.

The bosun remark as though rehearsing his lines to a committee of enquiry,” I checked the lashings with you before we sailed and they looked strong enough to me. What are we going to do?”

I did not hesitate. ~” get all the deck crew to have a look and then assemble in the mess. We have to work out what can be done and I will not ask anybody to take any risks until we have all agreed what we can do. Some of them may have seen something similar in the past and they can tell us what they did then. I am going to the bridge to see if the captain can bring the ship round so that it stops rolling green water across the deck Then I will put on my heavy weather gear and join you in the mess.”

The bosun looked startled and ducked as another bout of spray lashed across the deck. I did not see him dodging behind the hatch combing as he made his way aft along the torturous deck. After climbing the ladder to the bridge and arriving breathless, I found the captain on the bridge wing staring aft.

On spying me he asked, “ Well?”

I shrugged. “ As you can see, the container we loaded onto number three hatch has come adrift. It has broken the forward lashings but the aft ones are holding. It is now at an angle to the hatch with at least half its length over the side. The remaining lashings are not going to hold much longer with the pounding they are taking.”|

“ What happens if they snap?” the Captain was trying to gauge the likely path of the container if it broke free. “ Will the box float away?”

“ As far as I can see not at that angle to the deck. The likely out come of the aft lashings breaking is for the box to lift clear of the hatch cover and smash into the aft accommodation. We can’t be sure how much damage it will inflict or if even then it will be washed clear. Besides which it will most likely damage the hatch cover and flood the hold. i have no idea whether the bilge pumps will cope with that much water. That is in addition to the ruined cargo.”

“ What do you want me to do to help?”

“ Can you try to turn the ship so that we are running down wind? That way the sea will tend to push the container back on deck.”

“ I can try though the ship will roll like a model boat in the bath while we are turning. See what you can do about that container.”

I thanked the captain and raced back to my cabin. As I donned my heavy weather gear the ship bucked and rolled alarmingly. I had to steady myself against the desk to pull on my water proof trousers but I managed somehow to dress. When I came back on the deck, the ship was pitching violently with the waves picking up the stern and planning the ship along on the crest before falling into the trough. As I battled along the deck towards the aft accommodation, I did notice that there was less water coming across the deck. Every so often there was a violent lurch and I had to hold onto the rail as the waves rushed over me.

Arriving dripping wet, the bosun and five sailors were in the mess waiting. The bosun explained that the other sailor was on the bridge steering the ship.

“ Well,” I said looking around at their tense faces. “ As you have all seen the box is half over the side. Have you any suggestions?”

There was a shuffling of feet but none of them spoke.

The bosun intervened. “ look men, I have sailed with the Chief Officer before on a number of voyages. He is genuinely asking for your opinions.”

“ I know you might not be used to an officer asking your opinion but there must be somebody with some experience of similar situations. I have never been in this position before. Some of us are going to have to go out there in the teeth of the gale and do something about that box. I want to make sure that we come up with a feasible solution before I ask somebody to help me.”

Like nervous school children, they stuttered at first but soon a discussion was taking place. They started to relate incidents which had happened of previous ships or that they had heard about I was surprised at the depth of experience they could call on.

After a while I held up my hand. “ That was fascinating. Distilling the essence of what you have discussed, I see there are two alternatives. One is to cut the wires and cast the box away. the other is to somehow get a rope attached and heave the box back aboard. As you have all pointed out there are dangers in both suggestions.”

One of the sailors interrupted. “ Have you ever experienced what happens when a wire breaks?”

Quietly I replied. “ Yes.”

The bosun butted in before I could go on. “ The chief officer was the second mate on the Venture when the wire broke leaving Hull and the third mate lost his leg. So he knows the dangers. He went and told the third mates family and girl friend and took them to the hospital.”

The sailor said equally quietly. “ Sorry Mister mate.”

I shrugged. “ OK. Taking things from there. We have no control over what happens when the wires are cut. They are going to be stretched like piano strings. The main danger is to the one who cuts through the wire. I would not like for any of you to get hurt so I would have to do that. But I would need somebody with me to make sure I am not swept away if a wave breaks over the deck and to pull me clear of the box as it is swept up by waves. There is no knowing where the box will go It could smash into he aft accommodation and do limitless damage.”

I paused. “ I must admit from what you have all said and from my experience, I favour the second option, trying to get a rope attached. If we can get a rope attached there is a fair chance we can heave it back on board. I know there are dangers in this option. One of the sailors will have to come down on deck with me and c limb onto the hatch by the moving container. It will be slippery and we might have waves coming aboard. At the same time we will have to dodge the end of the container if it is lifted by a wave. Bosun, have you got a line with a hook spliced to the end?”

The bosun frowned. “ I have a large strong hook that will do the job. I will have to go and splice it to a rope. If you mange to get it hooked into the eye of the box I hope it will be strong enough.”

“ Who is going to come down on the deck with me?” I asked looking round at the concerned faces. I knew it was asking a great deal, maybe outside the normal duties of a sailor but I needed somebody with me when I stepped out on the deck.

“ I will,” the bosun interjected before anybody else could answer. ‘ I think you should stay by the accommodation directing operations from there.”

“ I am sorry bosun but I think this is a job I will have to do. I will go onto the deck with one of the sailors. We will take the rope with the hook and make this fast to a tackle attached to the eyebolt near the central winch platform. The rope will then be led back to the aft winch. You will direct operations from there. Now who is going to come down on the deck with me?”

Jock Winters volunteered. He was a stocky, small sailor with tattoos on his arms and a face that looked as though it had run into the back of a bus. He was not the most reliable of characters and in port always got drunk. However, he wad the best rope thrower on the ship and he did volunteer. I never asked him why.

We all waited impatiently while the bosun spliced the rope to the hook and arranged the tackle. When he rejoined us in the mess, we all went out on deck. Jock and I descended onto the deck. Jock carried the rope, I had the tackle over my shoulder, the rope trailing away to the wing. It was difficult to carry these and get our balance against the heaving and rolling of the ship. As we left the shelter of the aft structure, the ship lurched violently and a wall of water washed over he deck almost knocking us off our feet. Jock grinned but my heart was beating too fast for me to grin back. Almost overhead the container moved, banging into the hatch and making the remaining lashings twang. Another wave broke over the deck and I had to grab Jock as he lost his footing. He grinned again.

Gingerly we climbed onto the hatch cover, the container towering above our heads. The ship rolled and another waved washed over the deck catching the corner of the box. It lifted from the hatch and moved in our direction. I held my breath but it dropped with a bang before it caught us. Jock’s face was now white and he had stopped grinning. I was glad I could not see mine.

We cautiously made our way to the forward part of the hatch and made the tackle fast on the eye bolt. The bosun tightened the rope. Jock walked towards the corner of the container the hook in his hand, whole I held the rest of the rope. As the ship rolled I braced myself and held onto Jock by his coat. He swung the hook back and forth. At the right trajectory, he let go. The hook sailed up into the air but it hit the side of the container with a loud clang and fell back onto the hatch at our feet. As spray lashed us once more, Jock calmly recoiled the rope , set himself and threw. This time the hook landed on the top of the container. Slowly, to me agonisingly slowly, Jock eased the rope through his hands. Even above the sound of the wind, the sea and the waves, we could hear the hook scraping against the roof of the container. It fell with a loud clunk into the twist lock holder. Almost holding our breath, we pulled on the rope. The hook held fast. I let my breath go in a long whoosh realising I had been holding it for quite a while. As we signalled to the bosun to start tightening the rope, a wave caught the container and it rose in the air to smash back as the wave passed. The hatch covers creaked and groaned as though on the brink of breaking.

We watched as another wave caught the container lifting it clear of the hatch. I signalled for the bosun ti heave away on the winch. In this way each time the container lifted on a wave, we heaved in on the rope. After what seemed to jock and me an age during which we were battered by spray and slipping on the metal hatch cover as the ship lurched and rolled, the container was back in position.

The rest of the sailors swarmed onto the deck, some climbing onto the container the others on deck. Soon wires were attached to all the lashing points and the container was secured in position.

I phoned the Captain on the bridge to tell him that we had secured the container back in position. He started to turn the ship back on course. It rolled violently but the container remained lashed to the hatch top. I ordered the sailors and the bosun back to the mess. Before going to join them I grabbed a bottled of rum from my cabin and ordered the chief steward to deliver some cases of beer to the mess.

We sat and drank to our success. In a way it was a triumphant party. We were all proud of what we had accomplished. We have saved the ship from major damage and rescued a container of cargo. Like true seamen we thought we had acted for the benefit of the ship[ ignoring the danger to ourselves. The drink and companionship allowed us to release the tension and fear. It moulded a group of seamen into a close knit team.

As I walked back along the deck sheltering from the spray and water, I examined the damage. The bulwark was twisted and bent but not beyond repair. While stripping off my heavy weather gear, I was quietly pleased that we had managed to succeed without any outside help.






Monday, 15 February 2010

Murdo McCloud


Murdo McCloud was a sailor on the Fortunato, a tanker, which sailed mostly between the Curacao, in the Caribbean, and the South American coast in the early nineteen sixties. I was the Third Officer.

Murdo was one of my aft crew who manned the poop deck when arriving or leaving port. Tall, broad shouldered and powerful, he came from Barra in the Outer Hebrides. Like many large men, he was surprisingly softly spoken and talked very slowly, as though thinking deeply about the effect his words would have on those around him.

I recall a time in South Shields when we had taken the ship into dry-docked after the long voyage. Murdo asked me whether I would come up the road as soon as we were off duty for a pint. Having endured weeks at sea, I agreed. In the pub, Murdo spotted a couple of other sailors and walked across to their table with me trailing in his wake. They greeted each other like long lost friends. Well, it took them so long to say hello, it was like the Ents in conclave.

In addition, Murdo was immensely strong. Over six feet tall with blond curly hair and a square jawed face, his neck to me was twice the size of mine and his arms seemed like tree trunks. Usually he had a dour expression on his face but his look could suddenly brighten when something amused him.

I recall a day when we were mooring the ship at a jetty near the port of Rio Grande de Sol in Brazil. One of the eight inch ropes used to secure the ship snapped as the ship was caught by the tide. The stern started to swing away from the jetty and I informed the bridge of what was happening. To my astonishment, Murdo hauled in the rope hand over hand, tied a bowline in the broken end to form a loop and heaved it back ashore before the other sailors could get the next rope ready. After that we tied up the ship without any other incident.

Murdo was slow to take offence. Once he did have a falling out with two other sailors, over what I have no idea. He challenged them to a fight the next time the ship was in port. I watched from the catwalk as the three disappear behind a shed after we docked. A few minutes later Murdo appeared carrying the two unconscious sailors on his shoulders.

Late one night as the ship ploughed through the Atlantic Ocean off the Brazilian coast on its way back to Curacao, I was awoken by angry voices outside my cabin. Opening the door slightly, I saw Murdo and the Chief Steward in the alleyway.

Murdo was angry. You could see that from the redness of his face, the tension in his body and the way he spoke much faster than normal. With his left hand he had the Chief Steward by the throat. What was astonishing was he had the one hundred kilo Chief Steward off the ground so that his feet dangled banging the heels against my cabin bulkhead. In the other hand, he held a two gallon fire extinguisher.

Between clenched teeth, he was saying. “ You are in charge of the food, you and that fat, lazy cook. What you serve up is uneatable rubbish. My mother would be ashamed to put that on our table. It is not fit for the animals on my Uncles farm. Either the food improves or I will be back again.”

With that he dropped the quivering Chief Steward and stalked out of the accommodation, placing the fire extinguisher back on its bracket.

I stepped out of my cabin and helped the Chief Steward to his feet. He was visibly shaking, his fat stomach vibrating like a jelly and his chins moving like waves breaking on the shore.

“ Are you all right?” I asked smoothing down his clothes.

He glowered at me. “ Why did you not rush out and help me?”

I lied easily. “ I had only been in bed a short while after coming off watch. Lets face it. I must have fallen into a deep sleep. By the time I was fully awake and realised something was happening outside my cabin, he had dropped you and was going back to his cabin.”

“ I will go and report this to the Captain!” he almost shouted.

“ Don’t you think it can be left until the morning?”

“ No!” he snapped and waddled off in the direction of the Captain’s cabin.

In the morning Captain Harris came to the bridge during my watch to have a mug of coffee. It was a morning ritual and done in such a way that I could not complain that he did not trust me. After checking that all was in order, he asked me what had happened the night before. I described what Murdo had done, adding what I took to be the reason for his outburst. When I mentioned the state of the food and that everybody on board had a great deal of sympathy with Murdo, I caught the hint of a smile. It was as though he agreed that one of the important factors in keeping a crew happy and harmonious was good food.

Captain Harris ordered me to report to the ship’s office at two that afternoon.

Unlike many Captains I have sailed under, Captain Harris was a man of principle. The disciplinary code was covered in various statutes and agreements. Under these laws, Captain Harris had the power to fine members of his crew for any breach of the rules. He would never do this without first holding a properly constituted hearing.

When I arrived at the ship’s office wearing my best uniform whites and my cap, the office was set up very precisely. A table opposite the door was laid out with the official log book to record the proceedings, a copy of the disciplinary code, a copy of the Merchant Shipping Acts and the Captain’s hat with the gold laurel edging. To the right at an angle was a table for the accused and a supporter, to the left at an angle a table for the witnesses.

Captain Harris was already seated behind his table. He smiled at me and indicated that I should sit beside the Chief Officer sitting at the table to his right. The Chief Steward came in shortly after I had and sat next to me.

Murdo arrived accompanied by Dick Hearn, the union representative on the ship.

Captain Harris called the court to order. The Chief Steward described what had happened to him. I then told the Captain what I had seen and heard. Then Murdo was asked to give his side of the story.

In his soft spoken way, Murdo explained. “ What they have reported is all true. I do not deny any of it. After being on watch for the eight to twelve, I went back to the sailor’s mess for my supper. It was almost uneatable. I was hungry. Then it all caught up with me. All those uneatable meals. The Chief Steward gets an allowance for food the same as every other Steward in the fleet. Why I asked myself is the food on this ship so much worse than every other ship I have sailed on? Either the Chief Steward is on the fiddle or the cook is hopeless. I decided it must be a bit of both though the cook says he can only cook the food he is given. Then I thought I’d go and have it out with the Chief Steward. You have heard what happened after that. I would not have hurt him. All I wanted to do was scare him into providing us with better food.”

Captain Harris looked around the room. “ Fined two days wages.”

He entered this in the Official Logbook and got the Chief Officer, me and the Chief Steward to sign the entry. “ You can all get back to your duties now.”

When the ship docked in Curacao, the Chief Steward and the cook were sent on leave and replaced. The food took a turn for the better.

Monday, 8 February 2010

The Sailor's Mistress


When the cargo is loaded and all falls quiet

The sea itself is calling,

Beckoning the sailor out there beyond the dock.

His mistress is waiting

Where the river meets the sea.

He has no real knowledge of what her reaction will be

When he sails out to meet her.

She may greet him in a calm, balmy mood,

Like a gentle lover entwining him in her arms,

Leaving him refreshed and happy when they part.

It might be that she is angry

And will meet him with unmatched violence

A violence which beats upon the senses

And leaves the lovers drained and exhausted,

Ready to rush apart,

Ready to find a place of peace and quiet

Not the feeling of complete satisfaction.

Like all lovers, the sea and the sailor

Will never quite know what moods will greet them

When they meet

Or how the mood can change very quickly.

This is the excitement of the sea.

Every time a ship leaves port,

The sailor approaches that love

With a mixture of exhilaration and apprehension.

Will they together make beautiful love under a clear blue sky

Or will they fight?

It is not for the sailor to subdue the sea

But to live with her moods

In the hope that he can survive.

The sea is calling, always calling

As a lover calls.

Sunday, 31 January 2010

Faith based schools in England

It appears to me that as a country we are following the wrong policy in letting single faith schools become established especially with the help of our money. If all history is to be understood, there is a need to integrate children not segregate them by creed, race or nationality. Surely we can see from the troubles in Ireland that segregation leads to bitter hostility. We should give all children the chance to mix and plkay with other children no matter what their colour or their religion.
I think these schools should be banned and all state schools should be non religious based.

Thursday, 31 December 2009

The Old Man by the Sea

THE OLD MAN BY THE SEA

Soporific sounds

Slap, swish, slap, swish

Sea on sandy beach.

Elbow on knee, fist under chin

Pen knife and apple on lap

Breeze stirring grey hair

Man sits thinking.

Of life and Liberty?

Of philosophy?

Or daydreaming

Of times gone by.

Memories of missed hopes

Wondering at lost dreams.

Life’s a bugger

When we get old.